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Weight Loss

Friday, April 3, 2009

Sucks!! but I am working on it

So I WI this morning and i had a gain :P
I now weigh 248.8 which is a gain of 0.5lb. TOM started yesterday so this may be the reason. I am not going to let it bother me yet. I will see what happens at y next weekend as that will make more sense in the end.

I worked out yesterday, which was a big change. Its amazing on how little i have to do right now to get tired and build up a sweat. I didn't do very much: used the hand weights doing different types of lifts and boxing punches; but wow i was tired after. I will just have to make sure I keep up with it.

Food I am still having trouble with. I just dont have the motivation to cook!! when i do get myself some food I am trying my best to make sure what I am eating is healthy, and I am watching portion sizes, but i really just dont want to cook. It just takes so much energy and strength to stand in the kitchen to cook on one leg, that i just dont want to so it. Also all of the frozen meat in the house is in the freezer in the basement; 16 stairs. It is really hard for me to go up and down these stairs with the crutches, let alone with a frozen hunk of meat. I am not sure what I can do to stop feeling this way....but at least I am not sabotaging myself because of it.

I am hungry now and I have no idea what I am going to eat. eek


Natasha said...

Yikes! You've really got some obstacles to overcome! But first, way to go on doing some exercise. You should be really proud of yourself. About your cooking situation... I find that I won't cook anything if it's not already defrosted, so maybe you could get someone to retrieve the meat for you the night before so it's ready to go when you need to cook it? Otherwise it might be worth the effort to cook one big thing (casserole/lasagna) and eating that for most of the week. Hopefully that helps. Hang in there, you're doing great!