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Weight Loss

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Going the Wrong Way

well things seem to be going the wrong direction for me.
I haven't lost any weight since recommitting myself. I am not going to freak out yet, but I'm kind of displeased.
When I started on March 13 I weighed 248.3 and I now weigh 250.0
I know it's not a lot, and I am happy that since I cannot walk that I am pretty much maintaining my weight, but maintenance is not what I want.

I will have to pay tighter attention to what I am eating because that seems to be the only thing that will help me right now.

TODAY I start being more strict with my food!!!
Another thing going the wrong way is the healing of my leg. Well not really the wrong way, but definitely at a stand still.

I was originally told that I would be able to walk on my wedding day (which is 70 days from today). I went to the doctor on Thursday and it looks like I may not be able to walk by then. At my appointment I was told that it will be at least 2 months before I will be able to start using my leg. My xrays show that there hasn't been very much healing of the bones, as they look almost the same as they did back in February when I broke it.

I am kind of frustrated about it and was stressing about it for a couple days. I had already accepted the fact that I would at least be requiring a cane to walk down the aisle. I had plans to decorate the cane, and have no trouble walking down that aisle. Now I may need crutches which I don't really want.

I am trying to stay positive about everything and I am still hoping that a cane is what I will be using. Keeping my fingers crossed!!!


Carolyn said...

Not that this helps, but as long as you get DOWN the aisle, you'll still remember it as the happiest day of your life. I'm sorry things aren't going so well... do they know of anythign youc an do to help it?

~ Nikisha said...

nope... pretty much just dont put any weight on my leg and wait.

I have already figured out that John and I will sit on bar stools (nice ones) at the front while we say our vows, because standing on one leg for 20-30 minutes wont work well for me lol

Amy B said...

My advice: go high protein, low carb for the next month or so. Go easy on the cheese, but eat eggs, fish, meat, lots of vegetables and quineo (however you spell it, its a high protein seed.)
Do not eat any bread, rice, potatoes, pasta or sugar. I guarantee you will lose weight. You will not be hungry.
Its a hard way of eating to maintain, but you WILL lose weight in time for your wedding.

Heather's Journey said...

girl, u can lose sooo much in 70 days.. Come on girl u can do it..